(Pardon the sms lingo just this once..it seemed apt at that moment..)
u dont want something u wanted the most anymore..
u dont like what u loved the most..
u arent whom u wanted to be..
u want xyz n try as u may u get abc..
u try not caring and end up hurting ureself..
u listen to others n only regret it later..
u try try so hard bt in vain..
u push to get something and end up pushing it farther away..
u dunno what to do it gets so mad..
u start laughing n it turns into a tearing up bout..
u know ure good oh so much better bt it doesnt seem to matter..
u dont do what u did good..
u slip so much itz hard to bounce back..
u dont know why someone’s sweet to u..
u are okay!bt it doesnt appear so..
u are broke n put up a brave face..
u knw u can handle it yet need want sum1..
u knw its gonna b okay yet want a reassurance..
u dont know when ure life took the right turn..
u don’t know why a person helps u out so much..
u dunno when ure giving advice n when ure taking it n why..
u know its a mistake bt do it again n again..
u know the feeling at the pit of ure stomach,the one that keeps sayin itz a mistake..
u do knw right,d feeling that makes u hurl up..
u still keep it at bay cuz u think at some point its worth it..
u sap the negativity outta one thing it slips into some other..
u say it,ask for it,shoot for it n get shot for it..
u cant figure out right from wrong..
u feel like doing a million things at one instant n nothing the next..
u dont know if u wanna cry,or crib or get pissed abt sumthn..
u dunno what to do n let go..